The weight of all the stuff...it makes me sad. I know I'm depressed, but at least I have reasons this time.
A good friend disappeared, left me, abandoned me, for no discernible reason.
My best friend's daughter...they can't really help her.
My son's health has taken a nosedive.
I am alone, without a partner, and I've given up on trying to change that.
It feels like things are only getting worse, not better. I try to see the bright side. I practice gratitude. But right now I will admit the future just looks so goddamn dim.
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